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Question?

just wondering if u move & dont bother 2 tell ur own girlfriend??

Arrragghhhh men (or should i say boys!)

Im so fed up with him. He wont be coming till thursday... That 21 days, 3 weeks. He thinks this is ok. Im ment to just roll over and do what he says. And not moan about the fact he would rather be doing a raid on world of war craft than spend 5 minutes with me. I may as well be single seeing as i have`nt seen  my own boyfriend in so long, and by his choice. He makes excuse after excuse. And im not allowed to comment on it. Im so darn fed up of it. Why is it he is allowed to call the shots? And im not even allowed an opinon? And as for spending my life texting him, well sod that. Im not doing it anymore. I wish he could just see what he is doing. I wish he would get a clue. And grow up!

LOVES it when i si right!!

I love to gloat and rub it in when im soooo right. I told u herman it western supermare was in sommerset and he would have it it was in devon... sooo not. Even whenu google map it and shove it in his face he still acts like he was right. and then wont face he is sooooo wrong. And u are loser!!!GUTTED!

Movies

It`s too early to be up on a monday morning!! But then again It`s 5 hours later from actually getting up. Which means it`s kinda late. And also kinda pointless pointing it all out. Did you see the golden globes?? I did not, was too busy being asleep at 1am when its on over here. Hello??? Whats with everyone and voting for JAMES CAMERON AND AVATARD! why them Winning?? WHY?? I`ll tell you why, your all idiots. It`s only half good because of the graphics. The story is the same old re done rubbish from cameron as always. The acting not that great . And way to long as always. And dull if it was`nt for the graphics. I do have to admit i sat and watched the whole film, and did`nt get too bored. Though did leave for a toilet break and was`nt bothered if i missed a bit of the film. And yes the graphics wear cool. But i hope they dont make many films like it, because it hurts my eyes, like 3d does. I wished they would just leave films alone. And start making good films, with good actors instead of wasting money on names. Thats why i like the indie films. You know u will get a good story and good actors.
So what else is going on im my world.... Not much i have to say. I did just send of a check and booked my holiday... an as yet un-known destination. I hope its cornwall though. I may well have to see the film the 4th kind.. looks good. But then again, it`ll suck like paranormal activity, man did that blow chunks. I was told it would scare my socks off. And i would`nt sleep with the light off again. Erm, that did not happen. In fact looking in the mirror is more scarey. Actually its too shocking to even face is that. I likes a good film does i. I wonder if the boyfriend will show up.. I highly doubt that. I wont be happy again. But ho hum. Movie fest for me alone then i guess. Then rub it in that i have seen all the films he wants too lol.

So boring

I have been bored all night. That`s what you get for going out with a gamer. I dont see what the big fuss is with this world of warcraft and xbox rubbish. But even if they were`nt around, his mates would be still. And still i would be last on the list. I`ve not seen him for 3 weekends now. Or 16 DAYS. I dont know why it`s so easy for him to not see me. Maybe he does`nt care at all? I dont know anymore. I know that his actions towards us as a couple make me care about him less and less. My fun for the night is to to pint my nails, pink and purple. I just could not choose. So yeh im left to moan again on a blog about my useless, un thoughtfull, un worthy boyfriend. And yet hear i am still letting him control everything. Im too dumb for my own good. Should i even try any more? I dont think i should be the one who fights to make this work any more. Not when he is the one who constantly makes it bad. And makes me unhappy. And then will try to make me look like the bad one. You can only love someone so much. And he has pushed as far as im willing to go. But just does`nt understand this or, it seems care. I will no doubt end up single in 2010 at this rate. :(  But ho hum, has to be done. Im not going to give in this time. Why should i?? Why do guy think its ok to act like this? He used to want to see me and be around me all the time. What did i do? Oh i know, let him know i loved him. BIG MISTAKE!!!!!!   

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