Myspace blog rant

Wednesday, January 06, 2010 23:09
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Current mood: angry
Category: Life

I can hardly claim to care if he see`s this. But i know he wont. This is one thing he does`nt have eyes on. (No friends of his can peek and then tell lies or half a story too). But either way, i`m still going to get it off my chest. Seeing as saying it to him is falling on deaf ears. I just wonder why we are even together anymore. I mean surely if you love someone like you say. You would want to see them whenever you could? You dont have a job, you dont have anything to keep you at home (One i might add im never allowed to go too????, why is beyond me)...????
You have`nt seen your girlfreind in 5 days... And all you have done in these 5 days is play world of war craft and x box.
You dont have to do anything untill tuesday which is another 8 days away... So why do you not want to see your girlfriend, one who you claim to love?
I have been such an idiot, always waiting for the phone, waiting on a text. Which seems to be the only way the relationship (of thats what you want to call it is surviving.. if it even is???). Should i even care any more? I dont think i do so much. Im put last as always. So now im thinking, you`ll get treated how i get treated.
What is the point in this anyway, it`ll be diregraded like everything i have to say (write ion this case, cos words i speak go un-heard).
What is annoying is the fact if i text him more trhan once before he has answered, i get moaned at. But if i ignore his text for hours he sends me many. And im not allowed to point this out.
F**k it.
F**k u
And f**k ur mate harry potter wannabe too!

Hmm, i think i had one too many b*tch pills today??? no?

Yes i know it`s pointless writing somethign someone will never see. But i feel better for it. I know it takes me forever to write something and then it`s a pile of poop!

thats it, rant over.
Bye bye.
Currently listening:
Bad Romance
By Lady Gaga
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